A semi-triumphant return

Okay, so it’s been a while. Sorry. First, I was busy. Then I was unmotivated. Then lazy. Then, busy again. And now? Now I have no excuse. Here’s a rundown on the last few months (I’m going to go back a bit to fill in some gaps):

In April, I turned 30! Brian threw me a party of sorts at a brewery near Union Station. It was an informal and very casual get-together after work and I had a great time hanging out with so many friends from so many eras of my life: from high school to college, Chicago to Wisconsin to DC to Maryland, my first years at SEED to my current years, my single life to my almost-married life! No one thought to take any pictures of the people, but here’s a picture I snapped of my feet while waiting for Brian to meet me:

I also finished graduate school that month – after nearly two years, I submitted my final portfolio piece and started to wait for my diploma! I don’t feel much different now that I have a Master’s degree, but it sure felt good to be done writing papers and discussion posts! Here’s a picture of my (BIG) fancy diploma:

In May, I went to Miami with Elizabeth, Marcia, Karen, and Rachel (and Cole – Cole was there in spirit!). We celebrated my birthday, my completion of the Master’s program, AND my rapidly-approaching wedding! We went to fun places for good food and entertainment:

We spent a lot of time on the beach:

And we enjoyed plenty of delicious cocktails:

At the end of May, Brian, his mom, his sister and I flew to Chicago for the Midwest bridal shower. Hosted by my mom, my sisters, and Maggie, it was a great afternoon at a neighborhood restaurant my family loves (my 8^th grade graduation luncheon was at the same place). I was honored to have so many women come out to celebrate me and loved being able to catch up with folks at my parents’ house afterward.

In June, my students (the first group of 7^th graders I taught in DC), graduated high school. My mom and dad also flew out over Father’s Day weekend for the East Coast bridal shower (hosted by Judy and Erin, my mother and sister in law (to be)). Again, I was moved by the outpouring of love and support.

In July, I got married. NBD. Actually, it was a really big deal! We had an AMAZING rehearsal dinner on a chartered yacht out of Annapolis. The food was great, the wine was flowing and the weather…thank goodness, the weather was fabulous! More than that, though, the boat was filled with some of our very favorite people and to be able to spend a few stress-free hours with them the day before our wedding was priceless.

The next day, we got married! It was a perfect day - from start to finish it was so much fun! We laughed and ate and hugged and drank and danced (and then Brian danced some more). We’re still waiting on the professional pictures, but, luckily for us, we know more than a few folks who are handy with a point-and-shoot! Here's our photographer's "sneak peek" for your enjoyment!

After the wedding, we were off to St. Lucia for a week-long honeymoon. The weather was…weird…but it was warm and there were pools and beaches and volcanoes and all-inclusive food and drinks to enjoy. Brian and I had never really vacationed together before this trip (we’d taken trips before – to see family, go to events, etc – but never a legitimate, just the two of us, vacation) and it was wonderful. I even managed to take close to 100 pictures, which is unheard of for me!

In August, I went back to work. I got a manicure to help me be excited. It chipped the very next day. I tried not to take it as an omen.

Also in August, Judy and Erin traveled to Italy for a little over a week. They had a fantastic time until Erin fell in Venice and broke her foot. In two places! Not that she knew that then. Poor Erin. And Kara had her baby – Connor Wayne – at the end of the month. He is gorgeous and adorable and I can’t wait to get down to the Keys to meet him! And Elizabeth started law school – I’m so proud of her, making the scary jump from full-time employment back to full-time student!

The other big thing in August, which was not at all fun, was finding out we had a bedbug infestation. You can say it – EWW! But after throwing away our bed (ALL of it), washing all of our clothes, cleaning our carpet, and living out of piles and plastic bins for a month, we are hoping we have it under control.

And now it’s September. Kids are back at school, although my high schoolers won’t check in until after Labor Day. Brian and I are going to the MD State Fair on Saturday and picnicking at his mom’s house on Sunday. The exterminator comes back on the 7^th for a second inspection, at which time we hope to get the “all clear.” Cole’s having her baby soon, Brian’s going to NC for work in a few weeks, Maggie’s bachelorette party and shower are also in a few weeks. Then, I’m going to a conference in Chicago and Maggie’s getting married and then it’s Thanksgiving and Christmas and Chanukah and New Year’s. Phew!

So, there you have it – most of my year in review. Big things, people…big things!

A need to vent

I am sorry to do this, really I am, but I am so frustrated this morning that I need to vent before I explode on some poor child or colleague.

1. The classroom that I share with another teacher is used every hour of the school day, and many hours after the school day as well. If I want to make a phone call during my free period, I have to do so from somewhere else. If I want to work on a project quietly, I either have to put on my headphones (as I am doing right now) or decamp to another location on campus. The only exception to this is when, for three glorious weeks in May, my seniors are no longer in class and I have the room to myself for 90 minutes each morning. I am able to spread out, to organize, to work on scheduling, etc. Today was supposed to be the first of those days. I had big plans. I got to work at 9am after a doctor's appointment and the woman with whom I share the classroom had taken it upon herself to move her class into our room for the morning. I am only a little ashamed to admit that my well-honed passive-aggression came out when I made a point to look at my watch and ask, "Is it 2nd block already" since that is when she should be in the room with her students. When she explained that she decided to move her class into our room because I didn't have students, I didn't even hestitate before asking if she planned to do that every day. I usually avoid confrontation with or second-guessing of adults in front of students, but I was so irritated. And, of course, for those last 30 minutes of what was supposed to be my quiet work time, I was interrupted no less than 5 times by her students who either had questions for me or were just being loud amongst themselves.
   
2. Every year I agree to let the classroom in which I teach be used for middle school study hall. As part of the process, I fill out this detailed contract explaining what can and cannot be used, what the room should look like when the group leaves, etc. And almost every morning, I spend the first 5-10 minutes of my day rearranging and straightening the room so it is ready for my students. I often find materials missing or broken and on more than one occasion a student has written on the white board with permanent marker. Today not only was the bookshelf a complete disaster and the floor littered with paper and crumbs, but the rubber band ball I keep in my desk drawer was missing. It's little stuff, I know, but imagine walking into your office each morning and finding it in a condition completely unlike how you left it. Now imagine that materials you use on a daily basis have been stolen or broken. And finally, imagine that you start your workday at 8am and that you are a little particular about your surroundings. Yes, the irritation of the day grows.
   
3. At the end of last school year I agreed to co-facilitate the upper school team with a member of the student life team. The understanding was that we would work to bridge the gap between our two staffs and create a cohesive upper school team. This is something I have pushed for in the last few years, so I was completely on board. Then, when we met in August, the student life team announced that they were launching a new initiative. Students at every grade level would be sharing a Presentation of Learning at the end of the year. They promised to own the process, but we all know that doesn't work out as nicely as one would like. I am now in charge of scheduling the 130 upper school students for their POLs. I assigned panelists, found locations, arranged for equipment, and created the initial schedule. Now that we are halfway done, the POL schedule is running my life. These are high school students - they don't always come prepared. Every time a student is absent on their POL day or unprepared on their POL day, I have to find an alternate date, time, location, and, sometimes, panel. Every day there is something to manage regarding this process - some new mini-crisis of sorts - and often they are brought to my attention seconds after I enter the building (before I even make it to my classroom, unpack my bag, etc). My co-facilitator is equally overburdened by the POL process, I should mention. It's a lot and it's really stressful and when I complain about it outside of school people just stare at me blankly like they don't understand why I am so frustrated.

Okay, sorry. I really don't hate my job. I just sometimes get overwhelmed by the circumstances under which I am asked/expected to do my job. And since I don't always get the reaction I'm looking for when I complain/vent out loud, I thought writing it down might help with some release. (For the record, I'm not looking for some big reaction, just acknowledgement that I am doing a lot this year and that even though I sort of signed up for it, it is still okay to sometimes be overwhelmed by and/or angry about it.)

On the bright side, tomorrow I am taking my AP students to the Newseum for an all-day, "just because you worked hard this year" field trip. And Friday is their transition ceremony, which is always one of my favorite events to attend. So, you know, good things too.

Mmm...vacation

I just booked our honeymoon! After MONTHS of debating and indecision, Brian and I decided to travel to a place neither of us had considered at first. The Sunday after our wedding, we will leave to spend seven days here:

The twin mountains in the background might give it away, but we decided on the island of St. Lucia for our honeymoon. (St. Lucia is just south of Martinique, near Barbados.) It has everything we were looking for and is also a new destination for both of us, which is nice.

We went back and forth on whether to stay at a small, independent resort or a larger chain resort and, in the end, the desire to have everything paid for up front won out. We're staying at Sandals Halcyon and we're pretty excited about it.

Two months (and two days)!